was at hme e whole day... i'm bored to death...finish decorating my shoes. jos had no money to watch movie so didnt go out wif him today... why no one is free?all my frenz r either workin or not free... my two off days i hve no one to turn to, suddenly feel tt i dun hve lots of close frenz around... hve a weird feelin nw... i dun wan to stay at hme..i dun wan to b alone outside... wad can i do? hve e urge to go to e beach to enjoy e sea breeze... i wan to scream all my frustrations out... feeling so lonely at nite... i hope i can go back sch nw...i can get to b my frenz... but there will b lots of stress next semester... ohhhh noooo....