today woke up wif a bad dream...
dreamt of everyone ignoring mi...
upset mi so much...
i woke up crying...
started to think of something...
make mi cry even worst...
e fear i ever had is ppl ignoring mi...
then still got such a dream...
i pour all my tears out cuz i'm too upset
until i cant control my tears...
there's a action tt i wont forget...
this make mi upset e most...
i regretted... truly regretted...
i juz dun wan things to get worst...
pretend i didnt say anything...
i give up... truly give up...
things drifted means it hve drifted...
no longer will b e same...
i told myself not to cry but i still cry...
lousy mi...

why i didnt go OIAP?
if not i can hve a 3 1/2 mths break from all these...
today will b an unhappy day...cuz i hve an unhappy start...