it been a long time since i blog.
sch started for few weeks le.
things start to pile up alr.
I only got 2 frens in sch. feli hoo n lim.
i feel very upset. cuz i usually clique with my guys frens.
but now i hve to stay with 2 fren in sch for 3yrs.
i feel so sad. i hate uni life. although i hve frens frm other courses
but i wont get to see them often.
i miss everyone.
my good frens. those tt take care of me always.

many things happened suddenly. i cant take it.
tt why i say i emotional breakdown.
i can only keep it to myself.
no longer can show it out.
so suddenly tt within one day my precious change so much.
i'm sorry i add stress on u. i'm sorry.
he say he cannot take care of me. unfair to me.
a better guy may be out there.
he want to give up. only 2 mths he want to give up le.
his sch stress my stress make him suffocated.
i'm so depressed. no matter wad i say he nt listening.
why ppl give up so easily?
i try nt to bother him too much. nt to stress him. nt to be so emotional.
nt to this n that............is cont on n on.
he say he will try. i feel so scare. wad if he change his mind again?
really very very scare. i dunno wad to do?
shld i give him up too? shld i let him go?
shld i? but i dun wish too. I love him. I want my darling.
can i trust him? shld i try too?
I collapsing soon. I really dunno how.
my heart so pain. so pain. can anyone help me?