today went out wif jun yuan...
we went ms n suntec...
IT fair is so crowded...went to find yiling...
guess wad e gal say to jun yuan...
muz treat cindy good k...
i was like..........

we watched music n lyrics at ms...
erm a nice show... i like e song they composed...
dinner wif him at sakae...
e queue is long but we waited...
he wanna bring mi to haagen daz for fondue...
but i'm full...today got no appetite...
dunno why...
thanks for everything today...
i enjoyed it...

on e way back...lots of things came to my mind...
i noe he treat mi good...
but juz somehow i dun hve e same feeling i hve for someone...
i juz dun hve any passion...
i dunno how to say...
things confused me...
i feel like telling him not to waste time on me...
but i'm afraid to upset him...
i wasnt ready for anything...
past make mi cant focus...
i prefer to b alone now...w/o anyone...
cant bring myself to love n care abt someone anymore...
dishearted...