ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........................
i dunno wad to do. so sad. i cry frm ytd until today alr.
why she affect me so much? she left. no more studyin with me. i only left 1 fren in my course.
so sad rite? so poor thing. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................

i very long nv feel wad is happy alr.
goin out with frens dun make me any better.
how how how? wad can i do to make myself happy??
i think for now only one thing can. but i cannot do tt thing

today i told him i sometimes thinking of letting him go.
he also think e same as me. upset.
but i tell him as long as he love me i will be okie.
dun let go of me. i will be fine. i need time to adjust to all these things.
new sch environment, being independent n ur absence all these take time to adapt.
pls tolerate me during this period. i need support to cont.
i really pray tt things will go well for him.
no worry no stress. happy living there.
i wan to be happy. anyone can teach me how to be happy?
return to e same old cindy again?

thz manda for buying me ice cream.
i very touched. thx my dear.