today had my first paper.
suppose to meet someone to go to exam hall cuz i dunno how to get there.
in e end i alight and saw someone frm my lect so i followed her.
cuz i'm early. so dun hve to bother someone to go with me.
outside the exam hall, flipping my notes.
i saw all my lect ppl. all toking to their frens.
all askin their frens abt this n tt on e exam.
i look at myself. i got no one to tok to.
all alone outside e hall. lookin at e ppl toking.
i wish i got ppl to tok to too.
i recall e memories of poly life where my frens n me outside the exam venue.
chit chatting asking this n tt.
now everything no longer the same.
m i sad? i am but wad to do.
my frens go for wad they want.

today biostats paper was okie.
but i think i do average ba.
the mcqs i dunno how to do.
all like correct ans.
anyhow choose.
haha. i tot i will hve extra time
but i do until time up.
lucky manage to finish.
today suppose to meet manda for dinner.
but afternn got gastric so decided nt to go.
now resting. goin to study for my other papers later.
if not no time le! jia you! hope things get in fast. if nt i cant finish.
everyone i will jia you cuz i wan to finish this 3 yrs of ntu life.
although is nt so happy there but i will tolerate.
cuz i wan to be strong!