a very weird feeling

oh common tests are getting nearer...am i really for it? i think so ba...but not very confident for the papers dunno why... i hve studied e past few days and things are not deep inside my head...dunno why i cant concentrate well this time... seem to be lazy at almost all e time... not as hardworkin as last sem... cuz this sem all projects based modules...i having 5 projects at hand... so tired of projects...

sometimes i got a feelin tt i cannot describe... a very sad feelin i think... a feeling tt need lots of care n concern frm ppl... but i dun wan to let ppl feel tt i emotionally down...i'm not...i juz feel very unhappy...ahhhh... Am i goin mad? think i am...

turning crazy

this week i hve been staying at hme to study cuz there is an upcoming common test for mi.... got 2 modules... one is much easier to study than the other... cuz Organic chem got lot of reactions... die... my blog can allow mi for revision... haha those who read my blog will be confused by all e things i typed here... firstly... i shld state e uses without lookin at my notes... ethylene... accelerates the ripenin of fruits, act as anti oxidant... ethanol...common solvent for perfumes,... methanol... also common solvent,fuel for car racing... formaldehyde... preservative for tissues, disinfectant... propanol... common solvent for fingernail polish remover, antiseptic... propanone... same use as propanol... benzaldehyde... oil of almond... butanedione...butter flavoring... 2-octanone... mushroom flavoring... 1,2-ethanediol... coolant/antifreeze, synthetic fiber... glycerol... hand lotion, cosmetics... phenol...antiseptic, first aid disinfectant, wood preservative, lozenges...ethanal...cause hangover.... ahhhh..so many uses... benzene.... food preservatives, synthetic fiber, detergents, anesthetics, antiseptics, plastics... i'm goin mad... haha... pls ignore my this entry...

christmas hve ended... nw is the New year mood..haha but i cant really celebrate new year cuz i having common test on the 4th n 5th of jan...which is straight after new yr... this week got to stay at hme to do projects n study for my 2 modules... but will still go out once in a while... hehe

thurs.... meet joyce for dinner n movie n gave her e present i made... i watched king kong...so nice... so touchin at e back n also e show is some kind of comedy...i kept laughing... we ate pizza hut n we were so stupid tt we bought tickets frm cine but we hve to go over to ps to hve our dinner at pizza hut then we hve to walk back to catch our shows... watched 550 show ended at 930...so long rite..but i love e show... i cried in theatre haha...i always cry when ppl die... haha... harry potter tt time also...cedric died i cry...haha... after tt joyce meet nick to exchange their gifts... went back hme around 1030...receive a pooh thingy frm joyce...like it alot thanks joyce...

fri which is today went out wif my poly classmates for dinner at nydc outside heeren... ask wai leng to reserve seats for mi...thanks so much... erm hve a great time there...we kept laughing when we exhange our presents... so poor thing...tiff spent 40 bucks on e gift..she didnt noe is 10bucks budget... i dunno she dunno... so sorry...some more she get seng gim present... a small soft toy... so poor thing... but at least i gave her a nice present...i gave everyone there a present... oh ya thanks pat for ur present...love it alot... didnt receive much presents this yr... cuz i nv go chc le so my church frenz all dun hve....i received 5 presents this yr...

so sad tml nite got nth to do...manda havin her cca party...yiling got something on... left mi alone...every yr i will spent e whole christmas eve wif my sec sch frenz...but this yr so sad we r not meetin... so i got nth to do...onli havin lunch wif besties n church service... hw i wish i can dun stay at hme tml... is so sad to spent e eve nite at hme... sad sad sad... this is e first yr tt i got no program...ahhhhh.....

there something wrong wif e time posted on blog... i cant put e time... so pls ignore e time if u r reading my blog....

i went to ps on fri to buy e ingredients for pizza making for my cousins yesterday... after tt amanda call mi when i'm bathing... so i call back when i am on e way to ps... amanda shao zong yiling n hong wei meet themselves at taka when they are shopping for presents...so they ended up eating together at sushi tei... i meet them after i finish my shopping in carrefour... i meet them at heeren...after tt we took a car ride to cosy bay... which is my fav cuz got river breeze... i enjoyed myself on fri... wif my 2 besties n their bf... n also all their nonsense....hhaa...i reach hme around 2...drnk vodka cranberry there n mi n yiling face turns red...haha

sat sun busy doin my gifts n cards...haven finish yet... can die... haahaa slowly do... almost all e gifts are done juz e cards n e wrappings haven finish... haha... dunno meeting jerry when to pass him his gift plus card... i free he not free...dunno how... dun wanna give him after christmas...

it's been one week since i blog... was so busy with my projects and reports... finally is my break...i am so happy!! YEAH!!! i got 2 weeks break b4 my common test which is on the 4th jan and 5th jan...2 days... but now i shall enjoy my christmas happily at same time giving all my christmas gifts to my frenz...haha... got to meet jerry b4 christmas to pass him his present...haven make his yet... may be making it tml... i am so bored at hme today....no where to go...can someone pls ask mi out....christmas our class goin where? haven plan...can die... bbq? dinner at jack's place? potluck at pat hse? pla give suggestion, 1F01 ppl....

yesterday went for lunch at kobayashi at cine wif tiff pat n linus... after tt they acc mi to buy present for manda n bought some chocolates for my frenz.... haha... after tt tiff went off leaving mi linus n pat... linus dun feel like stayin so he went back hme... pat say he doesnt wan to go hme cuz is still very early...so we decided to go suntec cuz both of us didnt go there for years...haha... after tt we went over to marina sq... is so nice but complicated...mi n pat didnt noe how to get out of marina sq thru e rite exit... haahaa ended up pat bring mi walk one big round to e bus stop..thanks pat...haha...saw qiu xia n kai lin at marina sq too... haha...

i am so bored today...ahhhhh... later mummy having cg at my hse so got to stay in e rm for 2 hrs doin nth...haha... dun feel like doin project... e gifts i cant do today cuz dad is at hme he will scold mi de... o got to wait for his workin time then i do...haha...so secretive...i wanna go out...shld i go out alone?

busy

have not blog for a long time...finally got the time to blog..was so busy this last week... let mi think wad i do for e following days...

fri- went out wif sock hoon to buy presents and also my shoes... yea i bought a pair of new shoes and also a very cheap pants... also bought sharon bdae present... i think is sweet so bought for her... buy alot of christmas thing until i broke...

sat- i stayed at hme to do my COMT draft cuz got to hand in by mon o her... studied for my CBIO test on thurs cuz i noe i will have no time during e weekdays to study and i'm rite... i didnt study on mon-wed... i was busy wif my assignments and projects...

sun- went to church and went out wif yiling to bugis to buy materials to make christmas cards and gifts for my beloved friends... i bought for almost 12 ppl for christmas...amanda yiling cindy lim sharon tiff sing yan linus hung pat johnny jerry joyce.... cards will b for my beloved 2e3 classmates... hehe... i bought a hp sock for cindy lim also...so cute...

mon- busy doin my assignments

tues-and went out wif my sis to ps as she need to exchange pants for her bf...

wed- end at 5... was so tired after tt but i still need to go ps to change something cuz is spoil... went back hme slp n eat dinner n slp...didnt really study muc for my test today...

finally is today...managed to do my test today...ent to eat kfc at bukit timah plaza and i saw jerry at e back gate smoking... sighs...it stinks... after tt ient back to slp frm 3pluz to 7 so i am energetic nw...

this whole week i am so tired...almost died...haha

Today excel test was okie but i think e time given for e test was not enough but i manage to finish but i cheated on 2 things but i noe e lecturer will noe cuz she can see e formula... my formula is wrong so she will see it... haha but nvm e test is over... i can slack today but hve to complete e draft by today cuz tml got to hand in... i shall do it at nite... after blogging i'm taking a nap...haha...

went causeway pt wif jos for lunch... nv see him for mths n he msg mi yesterday so decided to go lunch wif him... dunno why everytime meet him for lunch is long john... he find it weird also... haha... i bought e squirrel tt yiling wan today... but i haven get amanda a present yet... headache... n my class guys, wad u all like or wanna hve? but my budget for e guys is 100 plus for e guys cuz my salary is not much n i spent alot on my pox n gave some to my mum...i haven finish doin e gifts for e gals...although e gifts r not expensive but hope they like it cuz got my efforts... haha...

jos bdae is on christmas eve so i think i dun wanna buy present cuz it's difficult to buy present for him so another solution is treat him for lunch or dinner at sakae or wad lo...

is time to slp my hair dry le... hehe