my weekends hve to spend at OG... i helped my colleague selina to be LEE promoter for 6 or 7 days...since i got nothing to do so earn some money replenish wad i spent during oct...i spent a total of 600... so much... i highlighted my hair, clothes, bags, chalet, BBQ, my own DIY shoes etcc....

muz save money now... is so insecure without money in e bank...

The shoes tt i make for joyce... nice?

It been one week plus since i blogged... got no mood to blog... let mi see how i can start blogging...

after separation... i kept goin back straight after sch to watch goong... n i hve no mood to do anything... but i went ice skating wif joelle linus sharon johnny... skate from 1 all e way to 6.... i stopped skating after sharon left cuz i feel so upset n thought of lots of stuff... on fri i went bowling wif manda at nite... my score was 100 136 78... after tt went back to her hse n stay till next morning... we went to dye hair... manda dyed red behind n i highlighted my hair but it was not obvious... so sad... wante to highlight purple but think dun suit mi... sunday went back to chc for service... slack e whole day...

went kbox wif johnny hung sharon joelle... we sing like mad... hve a fun time there... shout jump sing... johnny secretly recorded our voice when we sing.... almost cry out when i sing a sad song... when can i forget?? when?? it torture mi... i dun like e feeling...




i got cough n flu... my voice is so weird... i'm sick now... heaty tt my pimples r out... made one more pair of shoes for joyce.. she wants it... meeting her soon...

never will he be back... only thing i need to do is to forgot... no more anymore... not one... mi i n myself... no more other entering into mi.... my heart is totally sealed...

sch starting sch tml... my feelings is so dull... i very scared now... will he say e few words tt i dun wish to hear?

went out wif manda on mon to vivo city... nth much actually...cuz not all shops r open n is kind of similar to marina square... i spent 75 bucks in total... bought things to make my neclaces shoes n i bought a hair band from forever 21... love it alot... hehe... my pay is decreasing... oh no... i hve to stop spending... i waiting for another pay to cum in, if not my bank acc is gettin lesser...

today went out wif my beloved joyce... long time nv see her le... miss her alot... we ate cafe cartel today... not bad la quite nice... hehe... i bought one girl kind of boxer frm topshop again... haha... nice... joyce bought a watch very cheap... it doesnt suit mi so i didnt buy... got one shirt n bottom.... i kept shopping... someone pls ask mi stop buying...

i juz cum back frm my class bbq... was quite fun today.... since so long we had such a gathering... onli 10 of us were there... in e end onli left mi hung linus pat dennis lewis johnny around till so late... we tok abt lame jokes tt make everyone laugh until stomach cramps... my sis n frens came also cuz this is supposed to b my sis bbq pit...we used it cuz we nv book...

we hve lots of food left but in e end satays were been eaten by e guys... haha... they tok abt ghost stories until dennis dun dare to go hme... hung n linus seem to b scared too... i shared a cab wif johnny back hme...cuz he stay toa payoh so quite near... tml will b a boring day again...

tml i'm goin bbq...haha... it been so long since we hve such a gathering... now i nv work le so gonna miss e ppl there...

i made a pair of shoes for my customer but in the end she say she dun like it... so i hve to sell online... but selling portal is run by amanda so i wanna wait till she cum back then post online...

yea i officially ended my work on 3 oct... n my senior supervisior is being sacked... reason i still dunno but will find it out when i go back to return my uniform... i will miss e ppl there selina zi yuan wei cheng kit yan lester zhi jie ah b zili jason...

now i will be busy doin my shoes cuz i got 2 customers waiting for my shoes... amanda is away so i hve to settle everything myself...

so vexed now... i noe is my fault but i alr said sorry... i cant do anything...