physiology paper finished! yay!
i study so long for this paper.
so many things to noe.
crazy lo. now resting. later got to study for acb paper.
i only got one day plus to study finish acb.
which i think is impossible.
cuz i need to slp also cuz paper at 9am.
tt mean i got to leave at 710. reach half hr early.
i will always reach 1/2hr b4 e paper start.
i got to wake up at 6plus.
no time. no time to study.
tonight must study some. haiz.

today had my first paper.
suppose to meet someone to go to exam hall cuz i dunno how to get there.
in e end i alight and saw someone frm my lect so i followed her.
cuz i'm early. so dun hve to bother someone to go with me.
outside the exam hall, flipping my notes.
i saw all my lect ppl. all toking to their frens.
all askin their frens abt this n tt on e exam.
i look at myself. i got no one to tok to.
all alone outside e hall. lookin at e ppl toking.
i wish i got ppl to tok to too.
i recall e memories of poly life where my frens n me outside the exam venue.
chit chatting asking this n tt.
now everything no longer the same.
m i sad? i am but wad to do.
my frens go for wad they want.

today biostats paper was okie.
but i think i do average ba.
the mcqs i dunno how to do.
all like correct ans.
anyhow choose.
haha. i tot i will hve extra time
but i do until time up.
lucky manage to finish.
today suppose to meet manda for dinner.
but afternn got gastric so decided nt to go.
now resting. goin to study for my other papers later.
if not no time le! jia you! hope things get in fast. if nt i cant finish.
everyone i will jia you cuz i wan to finish this 3 yrs of ntu life.
although is nt so happy there but i will tolerate.
cuz i wan to be strong!

Exams coming!! in a week time.
faster finish! i'm sick of studyin!
everyday all i do is eat slp n study!
super boring life but i got no choice.
after 27nov i will b a happy gal!
holidays plus my darling is comin back soon.
i need to find part time to earn money
i wan go brisbane next yr.
muz save money le.

this week is hell week to me.
mon felicia lim said she withdraw from sch.
i'm left alone. i super sad.
i cry on my way hme frm sch on mon. after tt i cont to cry...
why all my frens leave me? i dun wish to be alone in sch.
but i got no choice.
tues i cried badly. almost on e verge of giving up sch.
i super stress! i cant get things in!
but my sis mum dad ask me to persevere.
is okie nt to score as long as i can pass n get e degree.
so i decided to cont. i hve to study.
next fri my first paper 14nov.
i been studyin for diff modules.
study study study.
all i do is study.

is been super long since i watch movie or go out for a walk or shopping.
everyday is study. no time for playing relaxing.
i wan to watch madagascar 2 but is exam period.
by e time i finish i dunno still hve ant.
sad. i wan to go out!