Watched Mr Bean show on sat.
a nice show but it not wad i expected.
tot it will b very funny...
i went bugis shaw to watch.
didnt watch there b4 so jun yuan brought me there.

After watching, he ask mi to acc him to his fren's bdae chalet
where? east coast.
at first do not wan to... but he said all his frens r not goin
so if he go, he will b all alone
bdae boy wont b only entertaining him.
so i followed him.
in the end his phone kept ringing when we were on e way there
all his frens r goin.
so i shldnt hve followed.

come to think of it, i dunno wad happen
began to develop feelings for him all of a sudden
kind of like him.
e story didnt come to an end.

yiling is comin back on thurs... 2 more days.
miss her.

oh tiff told mi time table is out
i went to look at it.
mon n tues got to go back ntu.
wed to fri r long days for mi till 5
boring.

went out wif e 2 gals ytd...
instead of watching movie, we went to shop.
walking all around town...
up n down...
they bought mi a mango shirt
i love e shirt
thank alot.
saw beloved william at taka...
tok for quite long... we took photos also.
update later...
i love e song "way back into love"
n happen to tell them e favour i did.
n they say i dun seem happy to them
but it doesnt hurt mi anymore
i'm not upset le..

my supervisor goin back china to settle family matters
she wont b here for 2 weeks
pray hard tt my system performs
dun make mi suffer
no blockage, no leakage, no fouling etc...
stay happy cindy!

so many days passed... project everyday...
wad to do... reports submission...
wanted to ask them out on fri but quite a few cant so canceled
fri didnt go prawning wif e 2 gals
i hve a headache...
so terrible.

sat went to watch the messenger wif jun yuan.
erm it was e sound tt scare mi.
killing n killing!!!
Vivocity is big but nth much to walk.
we went to the pet safari...
i saw rocky breed...that remind mi of him again.
so upset.

told jun yuan we r impossible
cuz i find tt i dun like him.
is juz comfortable being wif him
treat him as a good fren maybe
i noe he upset.

something happen on sun.
tt will b a secret between mi n him.
i trust him. without any tot
did e favour he asked.

today went out wif jun yuan...
we went ms n suntec...
IT fair is so crowded...went to find yiling...
guess wad e gal say to jun yuan...
muz treat cindy good k...
i was like..........

we watched music n lyrics at ms...
erm a nice show... i like e song they composed...
dinner wif him at sakae...
e queue is long but we waited...
he wanna bring mi to haagen daz for fondue...
but i'm full...today got no appetite...
dunno why...
thanks for everything today...
i enjoyed it...

on e way back...lots of things came to my mind...
i noe he treat mi good...
but juz somehow i dun hve e same feeling i hve for someone...
i juz dun hve any passion...
i dunno how to say...
things confused me...
i feel like telling him not to waste time on me...
but i'm afraid to upset him...
i wasnt ready for anything...
past make mi cant focus...
i prefer to b alone now...w/o anyone...
cant bring myself to love n care abt someone anymore...
dishearted...

went to sch on wed...
in e end i got to do 3 reports...
ahhh...hate to write reports...
1000words for 2 reports, another one is 250...
wad to write?

jerry msg mi 2 days ago... asking mi to watch movie on wed
but i dun wanna go out till too late cuz i got to go ntu on e following day.
but in fact i think tt not e main reason...
is that i dunno i wanna go ant...
i dun wanna make myself upset again.
i'm afraid tt it will be harder for mi to forget him after seeing him.
it may be a simple gatherin but i think too far...
then movie becum sat but i ytd told him i cant make it.
cuz yiling n manda tell mi not to go...
i dunno whether to go ant...
i'm totally confused.
wad shld i do?

someone is waiting for mi...
i told him i still cant forget jerry
so i'm so CONFUSED!!!
how?

My daily routine...
all e way to ntu...
measurements.... ammonia, nitrite, pH, height of biogas, TOC n TN.
mon wed fri i will be busier... cuz i still need to do EPS testing, MLSS n methane% (GC).
every 2 days i got to fill up e feed...

kind of bored of wad i'm doin now...
wad to do, i'm under environmental sci...
all abt water!!!
tml having briefing in sch on project...
dun hve to come to ntu...hahaha

oh i got my new hair cut
sis gave mi a Hp mp3 player
a new cute coin pouch
a new vest frm zara
a new top frm topshop..
i love all... ahaha

went to find my colleagues at OG
they all ask mi e first ans is......
why u cut ur hair?
i prefer u wif long hair...
wif long hair nicer...
haha...
is okie i can still keep long hair, since hair will grow yea!!!

today i felt so happy...
saw all my bunch of good frens again...
separating is e worst thing...
i hate being alone, all of my frens r separated frm mi.
having them around is always fun,
love all of them.
we walk frm wheelock place to shawhse
n decided to eat crystal jade.
everywhere is crowded.
joelle is leaving tml morning...
will miss her alot...
without her around it will b so quiet,
no more her laughters n accompany.
seng gim dun b sad...
we lao yu sheng at crystal jade.
haha...so funny...
n e thing is pat took lots of candid shots...
n is when we r eating...so ugly...
took lots of photos n i'm so happy...
happiest day of e week...
i juz love their accompany.
we took jumping shots n we perspires...
so sticky n tired jumping for so many times.
i enjoyed myself!

photos wif my new hair...
hahahaha

start of fyp...
first day, supervisor on leave so i left 2 hrs later after domeone brief me
day 2, she is back...
but i slack e almost e whole day
online chattin n surf net...
lookin n reading the papers...
day 3, start to do some measurements
TOC, nitrite n ammonia measurements.
pH, amt of biogas produced etccc...
day 4, which is today...mornin did measurements
later goin to learn another test...EPS testing.
i'm doin solo project instead of partnering with tiff..
she is alone too...

IESE is full of china ppl...
all speak in chinese.
i muz learn how to listen to them.
if not i cant write my report.
reporting time is 930-10
anytime within this period
suppose to end at 545 except for fri 515,
but we can go off early if things r done.
so nice n my lunch break is 1130 to 2,
sometime will delay abt 1/2 hr...
my supervisor wont cum back so early
so i can slack there until 3
lit review due in 2weeks time
briefting next week in sch

ytd went movie wif jun yuan after my project.
nv watch norbit so we watched it ytd
a funny show but think i'm tired so didnt laugh much.
watch until abt 11plus... super tired.
fall asleep fast.