nth happen much to mi... normal sch life...normal life at hme... common test is coming... mugging starts... i hate ccta i dunno how to study... so wordy...

ytd we went bukit timah market to eat... n they asked are we walking back to sch? i say dun wan... cuz i'm afraid tt i will see him again... so they purposely say okie let's walk back... then in e end we didnt walk back... for so many years... he is e person tt sink deep into my jeart tt wadvever thing related to him will remind mi of him...

today i went over to sp to hve lunch... mi n lim went over... today they played soccer n seng gim is e ah gua n dennis is e ah fat... haha... seng gim's hands r so funny... so gay...

chosen my projects... decided to do on leukemia... is an iap-linked project...

today mi, yi ling n manda went to ps to hve our lunch after tt we went vivo city cuz yling wanted to go buy her prom nite dress... but in e end she didnt buy but mi n manda bought a long sleeve shirt... haha... took lots of photos n cakes tt r made of wood... very nice....

The three gals gathered together again....

today went swimming wif my dear gal...raining in e early afternn... we went around 3plus... mi n her saw a guy... she thinks tt he quite handsome... but when we came out of e toilet, he was gone n manda is sad... haha...

ate dinner wif manda n shao zong... went to wash his car, mi n manda tok in car... tot of him again n again... mention him more than once... all his characteristics, his doings, all e things related start to flash in my mind again... i cant stop thinkin of him n manda tell mi tt i juz tok abt him when i think of him n not to hide in my heart... if not i will feel terrible... e feeling is terrible... i dun wan...............

photos wif joyce at toa payoh... pretty us!

New shoes design

New designs of shoes...

nice? haha....

i m so unlucky today...sway... went to sch today taking bus 985...but i hve press e door bell but e uncle nv stop...so i hve to allow at bukit timah market which mean i hve to walk... ahhh...so far... so i slowly walk to sch since i'm early... so i hve decided to walk e back gate... tt mean i hve to walk thru canteen 2 which is engineering blks... n he study there... so i scare tt i am so qiao tt i will meet him... when i walk pass his usual place e is not there so i tot i wont see him le... yay i was so happy... guess wad when i walk towards e printing room, when i lift up my head frm my hp i saw HIM!!! ahhhh.... i dunno wad to do but feel weird...he smiled at mi so i smile back... walking towards e zebra crossing tears start to cum out but i tell myself not to.... is in sch so i muz tolerate if not is so ambarassing... why i see him? of all times juz becuz e bus uncle nv stop i get to see him again... why e uncle nv stop?? he shld stop n i wont b sad today... my day is spoilt frm e start...

raining heavily today... tok craps wif tiff dennis n hung today... after tt went to meet joyce at novena to pass her her shoes n eat dinner wif her at ichiban...i bought hair clips today...yay!!

tml is my last day of work in OG as LEE promoter yay!!! i can go out on weekends again... haha... see i onli think of goin out to play instead of saying i can do my project... haha... muz do ccta project on sun... sat can go out wif manda... haha...

juz feel tt i miss him alot... when i'm alone i will think of him... wad he is doin...how is he now... spending his time well n happy... how how how... i dun wish to think... i juz wanna live a new life without him... but i cant... i keep having flashbacks....i regretted workin at ikea n knowing him... n regretted takin bus 67 n saw him on tt particular day... if not i wont see him n contact him again... why? why i chose to msg him on tt day? tt make mi suffer now... I REGRETTED...

went to vivo city today... bought one shirt for work today frm forever 21... tml n thurs got to work... joelle n seng gim went wif mi too... ate carls' jr n seng gim finished e big burger himself n forcing himself to eat e chicken joelle left... haha tt scene was funny... joelle bought lots of stuff n seng gim bought one shirt n jacket... fruitful day... haha...

went to sky park wif e 2 of them n tok abt rs again... tok n remind mi of ...! i juz cant forget... he juz kept appearing in my mind... even in my dreams... wadever related will remind mi... how? i dun hate him although is unfair to mi... seng gim told mi lots of guy things tt i dunno... his words make mi feel better... to make mi understand his reason of having this decision... having him n not having him make mi upset... no wonderful decision to be made....