went to watch transformer today.
with yuan, tiff, dennis n also hung n linus cuz they got nth to do also
a nice show. like it alot. tot it will be a boring show.
so now hung, linus, tiff n dennis saw yuan.
dunno wad they got to say on mon.

was very upset on a particular day tt i cried.
dunno why it make me so upset.
yuan told me his dad want him to study uni overseas
all e way to a country name russia.
his plan is to cont to study engineering
n his dad told him tt russia is e best at engineering.
if he leave, it will be 2 or more yrs.
n i'll be all alone in spore.
i dun wan tt to happen... in e end i cried.
i''m so afraid tt he will leave me alone
although we can web cam n he will fly back during holidays
but it will be different if he around wif me
someone to care n around when i need help etc.
is really a very big different.
he ask me to look for a local uni for me so tt he wont hve to go there
i looked up e net n realised there is not many sch offering engineering
tears started to flow again. cuz i noe most likely he will be goin there.

i gave him all e links ytd. n he found one tt is somehow okie.
he called his dad askin tt if tt sch is okie.
his dad ans him, if u dun decide on ur own, then i will decide
if his dad decide, then it will be russia.
without him wif me for 2 or more yrs will be terrible.
i cant image wad will happen to us in e 2yrs.
a new gf for him? distant between us?
when i think of it, i'm terrified.
i got no money to study overseas.
is too ex. my family dun hve e money but yuan dad hve.
onli he can support yuan overseas.

started talking to him again on tt topic.
i asked him too many times whether he will go overseas.
he say wont but i'm afraid. he became frustrated.
he was so fierce, complaining abt me, being scared of this n tt then nv do anything to it
he say onli noe scare, nth is done to remove e fear in me.
complain so many things tt i feel tt i'm such a lousy gf in his eyes.
so upset. very upset.

today he said sorry. i didnt blame him for complaining.
as i'm really not a good gf.
i nv change when he ask me to.
now everything is fine(i think)
he most likely will be studying in spore after army.

i'm so bored at hme today.yuan go parade
yiling go out, manda got dinner,
poly frens all busy rushing reports...
no one to acc me. i eat, slp n watch tv at hme today.
call yuan till his phone no batt. hahaha.
wad to do no one is free lucky he is free to tok to me.
nowadays i hardly can slp early. i cant slp.
tt why came here to blog.
updates of photos

how i been this week?

i so happy to see everyone on thurs.

Yy, thanks for ur presents, love it alot.

i so glad to see joelle back.

so glad to see linus, hung, sharon, cindy lim, johnny, pat, sg

celebrated joelle bdae on thurs at swensen, west mall.

took lots of photos..

n i goin to blow up my class grp photos

so nice to be tgt wif them again.

it been 3 mths plus since we ever meet like this.

so happy to see them. really very happy.

today met yuan at my hse there.

he ask me to close my eyes

becuz he say his fren tell him something abt eyes.

in e end i open my hse got surprises frm him.

i was so happy. is e present but e thought tt counts.

he rmb wad i like n wad i wan.
he gave me a necklace n a jigsaw globe. nice.

he love n dote me.

sometime i feel tt i'm really fortunate to hve him.

a very nice guy tt i love.

erm let see wad hve i been doin these few days.
erm last tues n wed went to work at OG.
realise tt jason zhi yuan n jia jia not around le.
they went to other outlets.
tues was so boring. arfah n cheng cheng off.
wed was much better wif their accompany.

thurs went to sch for some stupid prof talk.
after tt went yuan hse n rot.
he got off on thurs n fri.
got his accompany for 2 days. so happy.
fri we went out e whole day.
went ms to watch fantastic 4. e ppl gave us e last row wif couple seats.
haha. erm a first time experience sitting at e last row.
didnt sit there b4. always got e 5th row onwards.
e show was okie. but is juz a show not real life.
in e world there are no such ppl.
a rocky man can hve a gf. hhaaha.
b4 movie we went around walking,
i bought a cheap jeans frm giordano. 50% off.
yuan paid half of it for me.
went diva saw a necklace. but nv buy
no discount. i say wait for e sale.
haha. went over to ps for dinner
n i help my sis buy 2 pants frm mothercare
but i need to call her almost 4 times. haaha


sat went out wif my sis
shopping time wif her.
she bought alot but at least she buy me shorts.
green shorts. i love e shorts.
after tt yiling called n say something happen
so we met up wif manda to orchard by yiling bro car.
we were queueing up for fish n co n i saw my long nv see fren sg
haha. miss all them alot. but like we nv meet up for so long.
goin to see them soon. been waiting for e time to cum.

sun went to church in e morning
after tt went over yuan hse for lunch
his ah ma cooked noodles.
erm a special noodle i nv eat b4.
watch his fav, ultraman movie.
rot n slack at his hse. wif his cousins n auntie.

today, went to e bank wif him.
i need to deposit money n he wanna open another acc.
he applied for his debit card.
haha. told him i will secretly take his card n use. haha.
first thing to do is to learn his signature. haahaa

wad to do tml?
no idea.
he working tml.

yay!!! i finished my common test.
BTN is a very long paper
not enuff time. n i see e wrong qns
dunno wad i'm thinking, askin for mass n heat transfer
i think of oxygen transfer n write all e ans. dunno wad wrong wif my brain.
i noe e ans de but i see e qns wrongly. 8marks gone. my A gone also
cuz some calculations also dunno how to do. 8marks again.
nvm is juz 15% so work hard for the exam!!

now is playing time but yet i got to work after my btn test.
work for 2 days. till 930. legs tired.
no money. in need of money so muz work.
tml still hve to go back to sch. poor me.

i want go shopping but no money
my river island jeans
my havanas... no money
sad.

sat job is postponed. dun hve to wake up early.
fri watching fantastic 4 wif yuan. ask him go shopping.

Today is my first common test paper. Proteomics.
the paper is rather easy but each qns got high weightage but only few pts to tok abt.
so crap throughout e whole paper.
think shld be okie. next tues BTN. i doubt it will be an easy paper.CYC.
lots of calculations n theory abt all e reactors n fermentation.
start my revision for btn tml.

went out wif yiling in e afternn. shopping n watching shrek 3 wif manda too at night.
suppose to buy tickets at ps but yiling think tt cathay may hve tickets n is cheaper.
in e end, no more seats for e 3 of us. so landed up we went to AXS machine to buy e tickets.
we went over to far east n saw t-shirts. mi n yiling bought one each. cheaper than hula n co.
hahaha. good deal.

suppose to go yuan fren bdae chalet
but in e end he say his fren is not cutting cake today so no point goin
tml he got parade so cannot go down.
in e end i got hme heard his unhappy voice
dunno wad happen. did i do something wrong?