this whole july is my slacking month.
darling not with me.
i got nth to do. everyday stay at hme.
want to save some money to go aus find darling.
he dun hve to save so much money for me.
dec faster come. i wan to visit darling.
almost all my frens went army.
feel so lonely. from this moment on i'm alone.

sch starting in weeks time.
muz study hard again.
new sch new environment new frens.
wad to do is the everyday life thing to noe new ppl.
sometimes juz feel lazy to make frens.
but without frens life is so boring.
without my darling is worst.
haiz... sighs....
i sent darling a mail. but haven reach him yet.
hope he will receive soon.