i felt very unhappy this few days...is holidays but yet my mood is still dull... maybe is that make mi upset... i hve been moody for e past 2 days... i wanna feel more happy but i cant... there is always something tt happen tt depress my mood...i feel very vexed now... ahhhhhhh.......

i think i need some fresh air... i wanna go somewhere tt can make mi feel happier...

three days of holidays n i didnt really enjoy myself... onli went to watch movie wif my frens and sat out wif manda.... there is no where to go... can someone pls bring me out? i wanna go beach... cycle... sentosa...chalet... i juz dun wanna stay at hme...today supposed to go out but in e end we didnt... cuz i feel tired... juz feel lazy today... dunno wad i'm gonna do tml... why life is so boring??

i am so happy...exams are finally over... i hve no more worries now... yay!!! now i can enjoy my holidays wif my frens... i wanna go chalets, class outing etc... i miss e beach...wanna go to e beach for a day of fun...anyone wan to go? pls contact mi... haha...

goin to work soon...any job recommendation? no more cash to spend... my past salary depleted...haha... i love to buy eat play... so all my money gone... how i wish i got a atm machine tt can keep on providing mi money all day long... haha...

got one job but is not goin to provide mi wif monsy cuz is onli a few days...not enufff... called another job but tt job seem boring so dun bother to go for interview... haha

i'm bored at hme today...anyone wan to go out play wif mi?? he is working... not free...

oh ya i'm goin to sell shoes online... i haven design for sale yet... manda is having a selling portal selling handmade earrings n necklaces...is nice feel free to visit e page... got to my link under selling portal...

studying week will be e worst week ever... i hve to study n study all day long... now i'm getting some rest...tml got to do some exam papers for maths...askin my sis to print today n by e time she cum back i will not hve e mood to do...

so it's time to work hard tml for maths... i wanna get A+ for my mst2!!! i got A+ for my cct, common test, and i handed in all my tutorials and i not absent always and my assignment although for some wrongs but i think i can get an A+ overall rite? anyone can encourage mi...i'm depressed wif my last sem grades wif onli one A...

so this time i wanna aim 2 or 3 A for this sem...i got no confidence in PTC/PAT cuz i dunno wad will cum out for PAT cuz he nv say wad is impt... n my IMM i didnt do well for common test but i think my pract test can pull mi up abit... so juz wish to get at least a B+ plssss.... and a A for my amb pls... i think i can get cuz 40% of my module (2 common tests) i think i can get 30+%... so jia you!!! i muz say i can do it!!!

i'm so stress now!!! i gonna study study study...all my life i hve been studying so hard...any rewards? no...

went to watch see no evil but not very nice but it still scare mi...

My shoes collection

i designed a new pair of shoes again...i actually painted 8 pairs in total... one each for manda n yiling...one for my aunt...5 for myself...some i repainted it... i onli got 4 photos of e shoes i painted...my first pair is e ugliest...let mi show u my collection... but manda n my aunt one is nice but i dun hve e photos...

This 2 weeks are my stress weeks...got so many things to do tt i feel tt time is not enuff to contain so much things... got plant test, banana ppt n report, still got to present... mon got imm pract test which i think will be a tough paper... fri still got amb common test plus prect test in one paper...

Now i hve no more burden for plant, banana and imm pract test cuz it all over... now i left exams and amb test on fri... i cant play on national day... i got to study...ahhh... i want to die alr... so many things to study...

but i'm happy today cuz i bought 2 new elastic belts and things to make my shoes during e holidays... and i bought things for manda to make my new necklace... yay!! i got so many nice things...yay!!

on sat i wanted to blog..cuz i told her is she angry wif mi... then she say ya... i noe i may be too harsh at times but i'm not on purpose... i hve this character from young til now....which is i'm too impatient... i am always very fierce when i'm impatient... i try changing but dunno why i juz cant get rid of such an attitude... i cried when i always got such attitude towards ppl.. i wanna say sorry to everyone...