tml goin out to play again... yay!!!

ytd went to watch night at e museum... i love e show!!! funny... give mi gum gum u dumb dumb... haahaa... happy shopping... but didnt buy much... i'm very very broke...pay haven come in... my bank left onli 100 bucks...can someone give mi some money pls? haha...i doubt so...

Christmas gatherings were fun...

Fri nite out wif yiling manda n shao zong...
went to take photos at orchard... after tt went over to yishun dam to eat uncle's ice cream
haha tt was so funny...
took lots of silly pics wif e 2 gals...hahaha stayed over at manda's hse on tt day...
talked alot of past stories wif her... all e memories...

sat... went out wif yy to buy presents early in e morning...

slp at 5 last nite, wake up at 10...super tired...

no choice got to buy x'mas exchange gift n joyce's present...
after tt went for church service at expo

shoppin for my xmas gift frm my sis

cant find any in e end i wanted a watch frm her...

sun...christmas eve...out wif e 2 gals again...

billy bombers at ms... nicey nicey...

after tt went esplanade for a walk...wanted to take photos but raining...

so we sat on a comfy chair waiting for e choroing to start...

after tt we decided to go manda hse hve fun...
monopoly game at her hse n we drank vodka wif ribena...
drink until my face is so red... haha...

everytime we step into someone hse we hve to drink...
e winner is yiling n manda bankrupt... hahaha

mon...christmas day...

out wif e fo1s...

went to fish n co for christmas dinner

e atmosphere there was nice...

8 of us... wonderful time... played games

laughters n photo takin sessions...

drink at tcc...

exchange gift wif them... i got a nicey notepad...

updating of photos later...

tues...out wif my beloved joyce...

had buffet at sakae sushi...
we tok n tok... eat n eat...

exchanged gift wif her to... nice bear...

went vivocity for shopping... she bought 4 tops in total, a belt, a necklace...

i bought 2 tops n some mat for makin yiling shoes at chinatown...

had a wonderful day wif her... photo takin too...

life hve been boring this few days cuz i'm sick...
running nose, feverish feeling... muz b e rain...
kept sneezing... can die...
didnt really go out n enjoy myself... ahhh...
frenz r so busy...
manda n yiling r in bangkok...
i'm alone without e 2 gals...
joyce having exams soon... jia you!!
cant wait for them to b back...
christmas day wif f01s...
gift exchange... haven buy any present for my beloved ones...

saw my used to b good fren yong ling...
time is not like e past... used to hang around wif her for 4 yrs..
after 4yrs, things changed... many things changed...
my 2 love ones did not changed...they will always b my love ones...

next yr will b a great yr ahead...
no worries no problem no sadness
this yr hve been a hard yr for mi...
all i can say is pain n sadness...
i will b a strong gal for e rest of e yrs...
i can do it!!!

worked for 2 days...n tt it...i'm all alone in singapore as manda n yiling leaving for bangkok tml...sharon goin japan also... joshua goin thailand too...see all flying n i'm still in singapore... stupid dad tt dun allow mi to go bangkok... i hate him...

went to send him a good nite msg n he replied i wan to ask u, u still hve feelings for mi issit? then i replied ya things didnt change at all since 18 oct... he replied i shld move on... i replied i will if i can... but i cant... it been 2 mths nth get better for mi...

today is my last paper... yay!! wanna go out play now!! hahahaha....
are we goin out later?
movie? dinner? slacking?

read her blog n suddenly hve a sad feeling...
everyone has a loving partner
a partner tt will care for her
partner tt will cherish her
got someone to tok
someone to acc
someone to love
how wonderful it is...

didnt slp well last nite
maybe too stress
everytime when it cum to tests n exams
i will hve a tot of why muz i always need to score well
n not be like e rest tt juz roughly mug for it...
no one noe how stress i am
my family juz think tt i can study i can study
i dream e whole nite tt i didnt even get 2 or 3 hrs of slp

i dun wanna dream anymore can i? not enuff slp.......

tml is my last paper...ACMB... hope i can do well for all three papers this week... got no confidence in ACMB all of a sudden... things cant get into my heads in words... i noe wad goin on but when u say mi to say out...nth cum out... how? very tired of studyin alr...

Is christmas time...time to buy presents.... goin to crack my brain again... dunno wad to buy is e biggest problem... dun think doin anymore handmade things cuz i got no time... haha...

another 20hrs to e end of common test...

having instrumentation common test today... all e best to everyone n myself too... hope i can ans e qns... study all i can... jia you!!!

tired of studying e same old thing for many times... time now is 12:51... 3 hr plus more to common test...not intend to study le...

main common test week is coming... n i hve yet mug ccta... usually by this week i shld hve study everything....but this time round i didnt... cuz i becum lazy n keep slping all e times.... felt tired easily... no motivation to study... study becuz i'm afraid of scoldings... why ppl live to study n to work? why cant they juz enjoy their life... why....

did well for my ccta common test... an A for it... i'm not expecting much from this test... i'm afraid of e rest...cuz i'm not prepared... think i wont do well this time round... not in e mood to study... it shld b christmas time... i wanna hve a great christmas this yr round... didnt celebrate much last christmas...

monday...
went to sch lib to find my sis after sch to go back together... sch end at 5plus... n guess wad i saw him again... saw him at e bus stop where both of us change bus... he sat beside my sis at e bus stop... n i stood in front of my sis which is like very near to him but yet we didnt say hello to each other... wanted to say hello but i see he like pretending nv see mi so i decided not to say hello to him as i feel tt he dun wish to see mi i still go say hello for wad... my heart sank when he ignore mi... mood went down n tt particular day i hve to study for my pract test e next day... i went to slp until 10 as i am so tired n moody... i msg him n he said he nv pretend is pai seh so i feel slightly better...

tuesday...
i went to look for sis at e lib to acc her for lunch... she want to eat at can 2 so i went over there...in e end i saw him again... cuz i entered into can 2 which is his boundary... he didnt see mi as i was sitting down...

wed...
been thinking of him for e past few days... miss him alot... ahhh....
i hve decided to keep him in my heart forever... cannot b sad anymore

ABC common test is over n hope there will be at least still a A cuz i made few mistakes...other common tests are coming... muz mug hard...

practical test on tues... dunno how shld i study...juz anyhow study... dun care much... cuz is my hatred CCTA...

today is so boring cuz i stayed at hme e whole day... if not my dad will say mi again... i perm my hair but is not very curl... cuz my hair is too layered...

photos at vivocity...